I love it too. :) I'm gonna go watch it in bed in a minute. When I watched it the first time, I was like...what the fuck? I did not get that film one bit, but then I had it explained and I get it now. :) But now when I watch it, it puts me rate on edge because I'm like ARE THEY GONNA REMEMBER? Ha ha. :) But it's also rate cute as well, I think. And I wish I could have that done to me as well, but then, in a way, a part of you has been deleted as well, and maybe there was a lesson from it that you will not remember and make the same mistake again. This is a never ending subject, lollll! :)
haha, nah you’re completely right. i think i’d just like to delete certain feelings, not for good, but the feelings attached to a person, so like. don’t delete what happened, but delete the bad feeling attached to it? :)
I could probably rant about a lot of things, i’m a moaning bastard at the best of times, but one thing is really getting right on my udders lately.
A close friend of mine, who i’d happily class as one of my best friends, is terminally ill. And i’ll never forget that morning I got told, and those months waiting for the results, hoping it weren’t, and being fucking devasted when I heard the worst. But you know what? I know that no matter how I felt, what was going on in my head, it could never of even come close to what she were thinking. feeling. And you wanna know summat else? She were still thinking of me, how I was handling it, worried she’d upset me. I were amazed. Not because I thought she wasn’t capable of such compassion. But because she’d been dealt that horrific blow, and was still thinking of other people above herself.
So this is why, it really fucks me right off. When some of the people she classed as her best friends, upped and fucked off. Some as soon as they found out something might be wrong. Some played on it a bit, showed a bit of support in early days, and some didn’t give a fuck at all. And still! She gave a fuck about every single one of you, kept giving you chances, tried to get in touch with you and you just shat all over her attempts. And i’m fucking disappointed in every single one of you. Especially when I hear your pathetic excuses such as ‘I was upset, I couldn’t handle it, I couldn’t see you like that, knowing what you’re going through.’ You know what, get out your fucking arse. You think none of us are upset? scared? cause we fucking are believe me. But you put that t’ back of your mind, because you don’t matter right now believe it or not. She does, and your job as a friend, is to be there. Give her the best possible time, enjoy every single second with her that you can, make memories with her, make her smile, make her laugh. And when it comes to it, you deal with your feelings the way she’d want you to. Not moping about, but making the most of something she’s losing. Make the most of your life, if not for you, for her. Cause she knows more than anyone, you should be fucking grateful for every day you’re given. And i’m not the best example of that, but she knows i’m the laziest fucker going haha. But do it! pull your finger out your arse and be a friend, stop with your excuses, and do something about it.
I love you Laura Bacon, forever and ever and ever. pinky promise x3
Young Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we’re already fightin’
Young Noah: Well that’s what we do, we fight… You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I’m not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you’re back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.
Young Allie: So what?
Young Noah: So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day.